Can’t Help Myself

I can’t stop testifying! Can the church say "Amen!!"

I woke up this morning tired as ever, but I got up, prayed and started my day on a positive note. God has really been good to me. I stood outside in the freezing and I mean FREEZING cold to watch the moon turn red. I don’t know why, but being able to see that moved me more than I thought I would. I was in the cold praising the Lord for letting me witness this. I thanked him for letting me have the eyes to see it. I have always been fascinated by things like this and was one of those times where I realized just how small I am on this big ass Earth and how small I am compared to all of creation and here I was looking at this event happen. (OK, I know that was a super run on sentence, but I am making a point!)

All of this crap I have been dealing with I am thankful for it. It has strengthened me, showed me that my faith is strong and could stand to be stronger and it has helped me to fully rely on God. Not to try and figure out why this crap is happening, but to back off and just do what He wants me to do. Good God, I feel like dancing!

So, I am off to start my day, have a good day and glorify the Lord with my actions. I can be a light for him. I can and I will be happy. No matter what. I KNOW He has my back. With everything in me, I know that.