I am sitting here in almost this exact same position while typing this post. Difference is I am wearing warm socks and my feet are propped up on a heater instead of a stool. But, my thoughts today are similar to the day I took this picture.
Sometimes, you have to put your feet up and just see what happens. I continue to be on a journey that takes me through so many twists and turns. Today, things came to a head and I was completely overwhelmed by my circumstances. Being positive and letting crap slide off my back was more difficult than I care to admit. I found myself leaning on people more than I normally do because I NEEDED to. Dealing with difficult, cruel people on a regular basis can wear on you. Only, I realize now that miserable people love misery. Gives them a sob story to tell and false sympathy they do not deserve. Yet, I find myself showing these kinds of people empathy so that I do return the poison they are giving to me.
Today, I needed to show myself some empathy and understanding. I told my oldest last week, “Baby, you need to love on yourself for a little while. Give yourself a break and embrace your strength. You are so much stronger than you realize.” Maybe I need to take my own advice…
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lisa @StudioJewel - perfectly, what i needed. thank you my friend.
Jessica - I always knew that my step-mom was a liar because she had a story for how every single individual was out to rip me or her off. Turns out, she thought that way because she was that way. Misery loves company.
You do need to take your advice and to surround yourself with light and laughter!